When one takes just a moment to think about it, there are some things that one could conceivably worry about. The election is coming up, dreadfully near now, and this is quite enough to worry about without the erratic behavior of the Dow Jones Industrial. Then there is the erratic behavior of the students within some of the classrooms I visit in my daily job for a school district – now that could bring on night terrors, if you let it play upon your mind. I have also taken to sometimes worrying about whether our next earthquake will happen during the day or while I am peacefully sleeping at night.
So – there are things to worry about, if a person chooses to worry about them. But I have learned one simple alternative to this worrisome conundrum: Remembering that…
Hudson is alive on this earth.
Should you choose to read this space on any given day, I must warn you that Hudson will likely populate its pages, on any given day. This delightful, small human being is our first grandchild, a boy of one year and some months, who has become a powerful alternative to my worries. Of course, some worries have centered themselves upon his little self, since there are all sorts of hazards out there. But once I’ve entrusted this tiny person to the God Who made him, I take great comfort and distraction in thinking – simply thinking – about him.
Let’s say that someone screams in my ear about something I may have done – or not done – at work. While the screaming unfolds, I just switch my thoughts to this blonde creature who, quite naughtily I might add, stares at his mommy as he touches an untouchable item (mommy said no) with his soft baseball bat, rather than with his hand. And then discovers he is still in trouble (a bit of screaming may accompany this discovery).
Or, let us venture to consider that one is worried Someone may become President rather than Someone Else, and this worry plays along uncomfortably until my mind changes over to the consideration of Hudson walking along Waikiki Beach at dusk, arm extended forward, palm open, as if to say, ‘Here I am! Were you looking for me?’
I can recall very vividly the week after Hudson was born, and I was in San Francisco at an educational convention. All kinds of strategies and test taking skills were being made much of, until I thought I could not take in one more complicated academic support structure. But suddenly, I was saved by the bell! My cell phone beeped, and I looked down only to discover – oh joy of joys! – a NEW DIGITAL BABY PICTURE!!
What is differentiated instruction when there is a new photo of HUDSON?!
Now really, what am I saying here? Am I encouraging a new kind of worship, that one’s darling grandchild should be one’s new focal point? No, I am not saying that at all. What I am saying has to do more with Eternity than with any one person, large or small. The very words, Hudson is alive on this earth, speak of this Eternity. When a person is born, there has been the launch of a long journey, a very long journey indeed. It may have had a beginning, but there will not be an end. Quite simply, that life will continue on, and on, and on, in either One place, or – another. Death is a mere springboard into that place of choice, the choice of all Choices we are privileged to make while crawling about on this place we call home.
And so, when I switch my thoughts over to darling Hudson, what I am really doing is uttering a prayer of thanksgiving. Thanks that Hudson is, indeed, alive on this earth. And that this little fellow who is still gaining his footing here below, will one day take giant strides alongside others who have made the Choice. The Choice which will mean his eternity is filled with goodness, and Light, and – oh, Love! – Jesus, Himself.
Life.